Worthy of the call

My hearty greetings to you all from the beautiful Pearl of Africa.  I pray that you're doing well, enjoying snow (if you live in a snowy place, because let's be honest, snow is THE BEST) and preparing for the holidays. My mind forgets sometimes that it's Thanksgiving time in the US, but I hope you're all able to reflect on what you're truly thankful for.  Practicing thanksgiving is something we've been talking about at M:MM, how we can practice it more and why it is important. So I've been trying to begin the days by saying a prayer, including more focus on giving thanks to the Lord. This is an important practice, one we see all throughout the Psalms, and one we see Jesus demonstrate regularly. Before any miracle or work, Jesus first thanked His Father.  Matthew 14: 19, "...taking the five loaves and two fish and looking up to Heaven, He gave thanks and broke the loaves.  Then He gave them to the disciples and the disciples gave them to the people." May we follow His example.

Time, as they say here is really running.  This month has been really full. I've felt increasingly like a part of the M:MM staff, that my opinion is valued and have dealt with conflicts or some more tough situations in the lives of staff. I've loved having the chance to facilitate in communities more, on different health topics-including peptic ulcers and balanced diet. I oriented and trained the staff on elevated blood pressure, and look forward to holding a training on elevated blood pressure in the communities this month. I've also enjoyed home visiting in Bukhalu, and getting to know a new couple (to me) Fred and Carol. Fred and Carol were gracious to me, we talked and laughed, they taught me some things in Lumasaaba and helped me to practice speaking, and we shared from the Word. Fred shared that it is good to be saved,  because your problems don't seem so big. He and his wife Carol are not yet saved, but shared that they'd like to be, but weren't ready that day. I shared from Ephesians 2: 4-6 with Fred, about how we are saved by grace through faith, and that God is the one that saves us. Be praying for them to come to trust Jesus as Lord, and that I would have further chance to share with them. Another highlight from work this month was our monthly wholistic visit where we visit a staff member's home, and fast and pray together as we share from the Word. This month Papa Solomon shared about Jesus being the Good Shepherd, and how sheep know their shepherd's voice, and it challenged me to think about if I know my Shepherd's voice. I was also reminded of another story in the Bible where Jesus shares how the Shepherd will leave the 99 to find the one, and am grateful for such a loving and caring God.

This month I've been grateful for the beauty that comes when you just say "yes" to someone. I've had some great conversations, interactions, and further built relationships that wouldn't have happened if I had just stuck to my schedule and routine.  As someone that thrives on quality time and good conversation, it has made me feel so full and loved.

Something that I've been reflecting on this month is faithfulness. Not God's but mine. How faithful am I? The verse from Ephesians 4:1, that urges me to live a life worthy of the calling I've received has stuck with me. Where does my allegiance really lie? I know at the core my allegiance is to God, but do my thoughts and actions always reflect that? Am I aligned more with the Lord or with the world? I really think I'm going through a refining process, and have an increased desire to leave sin that bogs me down, and just live and bask in the freedom I've been given, because it is for freedom that I've been set free. And as I live in that, my faithfulness to the Lord will be increased because my first desire will be His and Him. I want to be like David, "One thing I ask from the Lord, this only do I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to seek Him in His temple." (Psalm 27: 4).

Here are some recent pictures:

These are women in Busiu, learning about a balanced diet. I loved facilitating these lessons, and watching people joyfully learning like this.  It has encouraged and challenged me to be a sponge more-ask more questions, and seek more knowledge. It has challenged me to work on those areas in my life and my self that I'd rather avoid because it's hard or ugly. But God gives us grace and strength. 

These two photos are from some of those beautiful moments of saying yes. The two girls are new friends from my church, and I've loved spending time with their aunt/grandma, Edith. Edith is a wise, caring and God fearing woman that Ive loved sharing with and getting to know.  The other photo comes from Namabasa, the home of my coworker Stephen. I went to visit him and his family, and women jokingly said "can you carry a jerry can on your head?" And I was like I don't know, let me try! Of course it wasn't smooth (see above comment of clumsy self) but I loved trying something new and feel that in my time here I've grown in trying things without fearing so much what others will think or how I'll look. I've also loved seeing where people come from, and have felt a deeper connection with those around me and thank God for that

Here I am after a hike with a friend to a waterfall. I just get breathless by the views and beauty of Uganda. Also, after all the change that I've undergone these nine months, some things haven't changed and my clumsy self remains (note my mud covered legs).

This is me with my good friend and coworker, Micah.  The day this picture was taken was a very fun filled day. We had a women's Sunday at my church, where women lead the entire service, and I joined the choir! I enjoyed learning a Kiswahili song, that talks about praying for others.  Then I went with Micah for a graduation party of a good friend, and someone in a community that MMM has worked in for years, named Tom. He just graduated with his Bachelor's degree of library sciences, and it was a pleasure to be there to witness the momentous event and share in his joy

Beautiful and True

Greetings to you all in Jesus’ name.  I pray that He is keeping you all well, wherever you are and whatever stage of life you’re in.  This month I have really been reflecting on the Lord’s goodness to me. He has been keeping and protecting me so well here in Uganda, and that is not something to take for granted. It has shown me that He wants me here, however I’ve also seen that just because there are challenges it doesn’t mean I am not meant to be here.  I recently read Psalm 22 that really touched me-David is openly talking to God about his suffering, while in the same breath saying that God is the One enthroned on High and worthy of praise. This has reminded me that I am to praise God in every season of life. I pray that you will too and that God will give us the grace to do so, as we are continually learning and growing.

I am continually grateful to have the opportunity to serve and work with Mission: Moving Mountains.  This month has been filled with community meetings, home visiting, Bible studies, trainings, and time in the office.  I was able to create a lesson on peptic ulcers, which is a big issue in communities, and I oriented the staff on the information, answering questions and guiding them so that they may be empowered with increased capacity in the area of health to train in the communities.  Initially, when I found out I would be training staff instead of communities, I was disappointed.  I have a big heart and passion for the people in communities, and so wanted to do the trainings myself. But I have seen that this serves both M:MM and the communities more-the staff are empowered and community members get the information straight, not through translation. I am still present at trainings and am a resource for further explanations and answering questions, and have been glad to serve in a way that is needed.  The staff have shown appreciation to me for the lessons I’ve been making, and in my recent staff review the director told me that I’ve been doing wonderfully with those lessons.  It has been a lesson in flexibility and an encouragement to hear that I’ve been meeting expectations of the staff. Additionally, this month I began discipling a woman named Leah in Busabulo.  I’m grateful for the chance to get to know her, and pray that I can be a blessing to her, as I know she will bless me and teach me.

A scripture that I’ve been meditating on this month is from Psalm 62:5-8, “Yes, my soul, find rest in God; my hope comes from Him. Truly He is my rock and my salvation; He is my fortress, I will not be shaken.  My salvation and honor depend on God, He is my mighty rock, my refuge. Trust in Him at all times, you people; pour out your hearts to Him, for God is our refuge.”  My honor comes from God, not from anything that I do or from any other person. I’ve also been reflecting a lot on the word “seek.” What am I seeking? What do I search for? Surely, it does not give me salvation and honor as the Lord does.  He is the only One that can do that, the only One that satisfies.  I’ve just been feeling peace and relief at the safety and rest that God gives.  He gives peace unlike the world does. (John 14:27).

Prayer Requests:
-for community members to have strengthened relationship with the Lord, and that more would come to know Him. Pray for courage for those that know Him to witness to those around them, and share knowledge that they've received
-for the bereaved-there have been some deaths in communities recently, so pray for those that have lost loved ones to know the Peace of Jesus practically
-for growth in facilitation for me, one thing that was shared as an area I could become stronger in.  I will practice this facilitation with the staff and youth in communities

Some recent photos:

This is me with my friend Dinah, at a marriage introduction ceremony this past weekend. I am wearing a traditional gomesi, and was the talk of the town/ceremony.  I had so much fun taking in the traditions and being surrounded by the joy that came from those around me. 

We have recently had to hold meetings where we reevaluate expectations from community members about what they’re hoping for and what our objectives are. M:MM always uses a verse from Amos 3:3, about how two can’t walk together unless they are in agreement. I have been challenged by this and encouraged by how M:MM resolves conflicts-openly discussing and involving members. It was a great example for community members in conflict resolution too and has helped strengthen our relationships with members.  

This is from a Bible study in Busabulo. M:MM disciples community members in how to lead a Bible study effectively, to help them grow spiritually and as leaders. I have loved attending Bible studies in communities, hearing insights and testimonies, and coming together with a common belief in the Lord, even with our very different backgrounds.  One thing to note is that M:MM has a principle of “incarnation”-just as Jesus came down to be with us on Earth, we desire to be with people in communities, at their homes, where they’re from and whatever situation they’re in.  This builds trust, understanding and shows the value of the community. I’ve loved learning from being with people; it’s been so neat to be welcomed into people’s lives and meet people where they’re at.  

 I had a wonderful holiday this month visiting friends I met in May in Kigali.  I was blessed by fast friendships, laughter, good conversations, new experiences and taking in the beauty around me.  It was refreshing to be in a new place. I now have a second African home. I visited with staff from the D4D staff in Rwanda, and it was so encouraging to hear stories about how God is working there-people are trusting in Him, health is improving, and the fatalistic mindset of dependence and acceptance of life’s circumstances has changed.  Rwanda is a beautiful nation!

My Revival

Mwenayo basale! (Greetings friends)

I thank you all for standing with me during my time in Uganda.  I have been praying for you all, praising God for your presence in my life and praying for many blessings to come to you.  I pray that this finds you well.

Time is such a funny thing; some days I feel like I just got here, and others Minneapolis feels like a home from a different life time.  But, the fact is, I am over half way through my year here in Mbale. That baffles me! So much has happened in that time.  I have done things I never would have had I stayed in my comfort zone in Minnesota. I have learned so much from the Lord during this time, and through these new experiences.  I have grappled with what identity means, seen that change is constant in life but that God is with you and stays the same, and have a different perspective on what things are big and what are small in life.  I don’t worry about germs or getting sick so much, I have more self-confidence, and new friends that I wouldn’t have known before. I’ve seen God is powerful and truly hears our prayers, and He is for all people knowing Him deeply. I praise God for my time here and thank Him for more time learning and growing, with the hope of seeking Him each day for strength and motivation.  I’ve been desiring increased intentionality in my time here, so that my objectives are met, while being open to the fact that God usually brings unexpected and wonderful things into our lives.  I praise God that staff have told me that I have been a blessing, and reminded me that often we as individuals don’t see what good we are doing on our own.

This month a big reminder that I’ve had is that in ministry, my motivation has to be worshipping the Lord and love for Him, not based on my love for a place or a people or  how “good” I am.  I am a person, filled with flaws,  and this place has become normal to me, so many of the things that were so exciting at first have become daily life.  Don't misunderstand me, I still love Uganda so much, but I am seeing that that can’t be what drives me.  At church a few weeks ago, the pastor was repeating how at the name of Jesus every knee shall bow, every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord. That is what I want! I pray that more people here would come to know Him, and that I would be a faithful vessel for Him.  I want Him to be glorified and honored during my time and work here, and seek Him more than myself.

This month, I’ve really felt my circle of people here expanding. And I praise God for that! I still get lonely at times, but not like last month.  I think through the loneliness, God was challenging me: who or what do I run to? I can be an external processor (if you know me well or have lived with me, you know that ;)) and generally go to a good friend  when I need to talk about something, and just get everything out. But I’ve been challenged, why don’t I go to God first? He is a far better listener any way, and loves me completely and desires good for me. This month, I’ve so loved talking to neighbors (I shifted back to my “home” with the Soita’s after staying at MMM guesthouse for the summer), boda boda drivers, people on my walk home from work, strangers on taxis and community members. Thank you for praying for me and my loneliness! I know that I’m not alone. Through these new connections, I’ve had refreshing conversations about Mission: Moving Mountains and our work, and reignited passion for wholistic development and the transformative work that Jesus does in our lives; when people come to know Him, they can’t remain the same because He is worthy of more.

I have worked with the youth in MMM’s youth program a lot this month, because the students are on holiday from school. I have loved it! One of our projects, in Busiu, is new to work with the youth program, and it has been neat to be there “from the start.”  I’ve been moved and challenged by these young people’s hunger for knowledge, and have seen how knowledge is power and a joy in learning.  There are so many bright youth in the program, and I am excited to see what is to come in their future, and how the Lord will use them.  I have also began visiting with Kukhu (grandma) Jenepher in Busiu, who is a former staff of M:MM.  She is elderly and lives with her daughter and has a lot of needs-she is blind and very weak.  I look forward to getting to know the family, hearing her story, and sharing knowledge with her family about how to care well for her. I have oriented the MMM staff on the family planning lesson, and have loved sharing knowledge and empowering the staff.  I think that is what I’m drawn to most-empowerment.  Whatever the future holds, that is a part of it.

These are some of my wonderful neighbors.  It has been a joy to be around children, and Ive been blessed by talking with their parents.  Many of my neighbors are Muslims, and some other people that I’ve gotten to know this month.  I am praying that I would have a good relationship with them, and that they would come to trust in Jesus as their Lord, and not just as a prophet, as they believe now.

These are some of the original community members that M:MM worked with, and their “spiritual generations”-people they discipled and instructed in what they were learning from M:MM. A main goal of M:MM is for individuals to reach their potential, have sustainability in their lives, and share the knowledge they’ve received.  Knowledge is seen as such a blessing, and so the intent is for the effect to ripple out. There is a common saying here, “don’t let the animal die in your hands.”  This picture was taken at a meeting where we staff provided a training on a tool from the Navigators, that is about having a balance in our lives of the Word, prayer, fellowship and evangelism.  The hope is that these members will grow in their relationships with the Lord and witness to those around them.  I praise God for these members’ faithfulness to Him!

This is the youth group in Busiu.  We have taught on some development lessons, with role plays.  One was about fishing-someone sees a person carrying fish and asks the person to give her fish.  The fisherman asks if she would rather get fish or learn to fish.  This goes with the saying, “if you give someone a fish they’ll eat for a day, but if you teach someone to fish, they’ll eat for a lifetime.” A principle I’ve seen play out in the teachings is self-discovery. MMM does not just tell someone “it is better to learn for yourself” but asks guided questions so people come to the realization them selves.  Lessons learned stick better that way, and there is more ownership and empowerment of a new topic. 

This month, we did a lesson on balanced diet in our newer project, Bukhalu.  I wrote the lesson, and oriented the staff, and they trained, as there was not a language barrier for them.  Often in communities, families eat the same thing all the time-posho-which is pretty tasteless and a starch, kind of like cornbread.  In our training, we highlighted the main food groups, their importance for our bodies, and local and available foods to create a balanced diet.  Through the training, members saw how they can create a balanced diet based on what they already have or grow-posho, beans and greens for energy, protein and protection (vitmains) and saw the importance of this balance in their daily lives.

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Everything's Not Lost

“When I counted up my demons, saw there’s one for every day. With the good ones on my shoulder, I drove the other ones away.” That's right, the opening line of this update is from a wonderful song called “Everything’s Not Lost” by Coldplay.  Now, that may sound depressing or hopeless, but I’m not! But this has been the darkest month I’ve had  in Uganda.  It has been a mix of homesickness, adjusting to new dynamics because of multiple transitions/changes, physical pain and confusion about the future.  I was reminded of this song a week or so ago after talking on the phone with my beloved sister, Ariel.  A lesson that I’ve been learning lately is that the devil, as we know, just wants to kill and destroy us as believers.  He does not play fair, and will use whatever means necessary to drag us down and away from the purposes God has for us. But, as believers the devil has no power over us! 1 Corinthians 15:55-57 “ ‘Where, O death is your victory? Where, O death is your sting?’ The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin is the law. But thanks be to God! He gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.” I’ve learned that if I allow myself to be susceptible or weakened spiritually, the devil and his lies will prey upon me and start to sound like the truth.  But truly, thanks be to God for His patience and mercy for me.  I just want to follow Him, and know that I am here for His purpose. Of that I am assured, even in this harder time.

As I mentioned, there has been a shift in dynamics here at M:MM.  I have been struggling with loneliness due to friends leaving and others having very busy schedules. But I’m trying to be open to what God is teaching me, and have already seen Him answer prayer by providing me with a new friendship in Harriet and her sweet 10 year old son, Shafiq. In getting to know her, I’ve remembered the value in our stories and how we have so much to learn from one another. Just as Jesus’ disciples feared the storm in Matthew 8, I have been fearing the future and some situations around me. But, I’ve learned that He doesn’t want me to focus on the waves, instead to focus on Him and trust that He can calm the waves, and He is with me. It’s been a difficult journey of relying on God-what does that mean in daily life? I am still learning about that one!

I feel like the root of all this is about identity. What do I place that in? My family? Where I am from? Where I belong? Friends? I have felt like God is breaking me down and stripping things away that weren’t healthy, with the ultimate goal of being rebuilt.  I am praying that I would be faithful to Him and honor Him, having a firm foundation.  I have been focusing on “where do I belong?” Because Uganda is home. But then so is Minnesota. I know I wrote about “home” in my last update, but it stays with me.  Just this past week, I had three people in one day tell me, “Sydney, you were born to stay in Africa.” That was an encouragement to me.  I’ve come to a place where I need to not compare Minnesota and Uganda.  Both are good, and both are home.  I’m still praying to God for guidance about the future, especially after my year here ends. I’d like to get my Master’s in public/community health.  Of one thing I’m sure-my passion for this place and these people won’t expire come February.  I’m just praying for grace as I plan for the next step, and balance still being present in this one.  Please pray with me as I do so.

Now, this all sounds very dreary, perhaps. But I’ve learned that this is my life, and so there are difficult seasons.  God is still with me, has me here for a purpose, and will keep me. There has been much goodness as well! A highlight from this month was going for safari with my friend Shannon, and her team from the Navigators. It was so good to be reunited with them and take in the beauty of nature.  We saw many amazing animals! It was a good reminder in being present and open-our car broke down on the way, but that allowed us to meet some friends along the road and ride in an open truck at sunset, so really it was like an extra game ride! ;) I saw in this little instance how things don’t always go how we plan, but they can often go better and God is weaving things together for a reason.

At work, things have been a bit slower this month due to a variety of reasons-planting, rain, illness, death and bad roads.  I’ve been more of a ‘jack of all trades” here, and not just using my medical knowledge.  But, my dad encouraged me that I’m helping M:MM in ways they need, and I am happy for that. I want to be used however will be most helpful.  I have prepared some lessons about nutrition to train the staff and communities, and would like to train on malaria (a big need!), HIV/AIDS and elevated blood pressure. I am excited for these upcoming things and pray that people would learn and be blessed!

Praises:
-Meeting new people and trying new things, even little things-like getting my hair cut or making maize. I always want to be a learner
-That Jesus is our constant through any storm
-Growth in confidence in recent months
-Ability to connect with people here

Prayer Requests:
-Adjustment to all the above mentioned transitions/new dynamics
-Self-confidence and initiative as I enter my second half of my time here, especially with trainings in communities
-That I wouldn't allow Satan to tempt me with lies, but would stand on the truth in scripture about where my identity is found in

MUCH love to you all! I hope that you are pushing on well and enjoying each day!

Namarome.

Elephants reign supreme in the animal kingdom! Seriously my favorite favorite.  We saw lions, leopards, giraffes, hippos, antelope and buffalo. We also met the winner of Indian Idol, and got a little concert! Random but so fun.

Jesska, is receiving a Bible in Lumasaaba, the local language in this area.  As she was receiving it, something she said struck me, “When you give a Bible, you give the whole world.” I’ve been praying to have that mindset about God’s word, and have an increased hunger to read it. 

This is James, a friend and someone that M:MM has worked with for a long time! Through working with M:MM his life has turned around-he used to be an abusive alcoholic, but now is a pastor.  He disciples  his neighbors and is a joy to be around.  I just marvel at how God completely changes us when we have faith in Him; He desires for us all to know Him and has good things for those who love Him. I’ve seen through my time here how people, no matter where we’re from, have more in common than differences. 

This is Deborah, and her mom Juliet.  During home visiting this past week, my coworker Micah and I came to a house and they were there.  I didn’t realize at first, but Deborah was very sick.  I heard that she had just finished having a seizure, and when I went to her she had a high fever.  They were sure she had malaria, but didn’t have a way to get treatment.  I helped with some first aid to try to lower her temperature, and prayed for them.  I asked Micah what we could do for them, and he said “what does your heart tell you?” I left some money with them for treatment, and have been praying for healing for her.  Just that morning, I had forgotten my wallet and thought, Oh I won’t need it. But something told me to bring it.  It was a moment where I felt like that was right where we were supposed to be.  I am praying for Deborah, and ask for your prayers as well! With treatment, she should be recovered soon. 

I want to ride my bicycle…Yes I am now on the streets on Mbale, getting many stares and honks.  But this bike has been a good way to have self care and exercise. I’m so grateful for it! Makes me feel more like me!

Home

Mwenayo balebe (greetings everyone)! I am baffled by how another month has gone by. I hope that this email is finding you filled with joy, time with loved ones, learning and lessons from God. Before I get into my update, I just want to say how sincerely grateful I am for you all. We have been praying a lot here at M:MM for our supporters, and I just wanted to give you a shout-out. It means a lot to have so many praying for me and supporting me with encouragement. What a blessing and great reminder for me about the body of Christ. I’m grateful for such a strong body around me. I love getting responses to these emails with updates and stories about how you all are doing. So please keep sending those!

June has been a very full and busy month! A team of two girls, Mickey and Megan, came from my home church-Hope Community-for a few weeks. I was so blessed to have them here with me, and honored to be their leader. They fit right in here with the staff and were a big blessing to the ministry. Thank you to those that were praying for our time! We spent several days facilitating a workshop on purposeful living, with main lessons from Rick Warren’s “The Purpose Driven Life.”  It was a great lesson and reminder about how we are created to honor God, and should do that with every part of our lives. I also taught about STD’s, which is very needed, not only due to their high incidence but also because parents don’t  talk with their children about sex and so youth are susceptible to these diseases. I am praying that the adults that were at the workshops will talk with the youth they know and that it was a blessing to them as well. I loved facilitating these workshops. It is so neat how God changes us. I used to HATE being in front of people, and had almost zero confidence.  But since being here, I am growing and LOVED facilitating-hearing testimonies, sharing knowledge and giving what I know so that others may benefit. It was a sweet affirmation that the Lord has me where I am meant to be.I know that I am not “finished” but am grateful for the work that has been done in me, and continue praying for the Lord to shape me such that I can be a blessing to others. I have also done two smaller trainings on family planning (birth control methods) in a newer area we are working in, Bukhalu.  I am so glad to be able to use my nursing knowledge, and am looking forward to being further stretched and pray that I may teach the right things.

This month I have been amazed at how quickly relationships can grow and thrive, and how God brings people together at the right time.  I have shared much learning and laughter with my team from Hope, and also a team from the Navigators in the US. Praise be to God for friendships!

My team also did a home stay in Muyembe, a community that M:MM has worked in since the 90’s, and has phased out in-meaning we only visit quarterly.  Those that M:MM trained in Muyembe have now gone to a new community, Namatiti, where they are teaching the Discipling for Development principles.  I was able to visit Namatiti last week, and was moved by how God has worked and created spiritual generations and how much people’s lives have changed. People are empowered so that they may reach their potential.  Of course there are still challenges, but people are able to remember how the Lord has been with them, and trust that He will continue to be with them. I have been so challenged by this. I have been blown away time and again by how hospitable people are here, and hope to implement that in my life.

Something that I have been thinking a lot about this month is “what is home?” What makes something home? I don't say this because I’m always thinking about my home in Minnesota (although I do get very homesick for my family and friends!!!) but because I feel so at home here. Can a person have two homes? I have been reflecting on what makes me “me”-what is Sydney and what is just from my culture, and is there a difference?  I am wondering what else I can implement here in Uganda that would make me feel even more at home (I think I’m going to buy a bike!).  I am grateful for feeling so at home, but it has been confusing as well when trying to think about the future.  Well, I learned something  this last week that really touched me. I have been going by Namarome (meaning “land”) for the last 4+ months, but this week my coworker John said, “Namarome, it means someone that has gone through trials.” I asked him that didn’t it just mean “working the land” and he said that the root, “lirome” means “can be planted and grow anywhere.”  I started tearing up at this, and marveled at how God times things.  Just when I needed that encouragement, on a random Tuesday, He tells me something I needed to hear.  I can grow anywhere, as long as I am seeking Him and what He has for me, wherever that is. It also reminded me how Christ is the one that remains constant, despite any changes or trials in my life, and is the same in Minnesota and Uganda.

I wish you much grace and peace, wherever you are reading this from.

Wele apuwe tsikhabi (God bless you all).

Sydney Namarome Liesch.

Prayer requests-
-For transition-my other half here, Shannon is leaving  for Mukono, another city in Uganda. Pray for me as I will be standing on my own again; pray for self-assurance. Pray for Shannon as well, as she will be leading her team at a university, working with the Navigators and doing evangelism. Pray for continued growth in other relationships and continuation of friendship with Shannon, including with another intern here, named Miran
-For the M:MM staff- there continues to be much illness and vehicle breakdowns. Pray against this spirit from the enemy and for provision of good health and working vehicles
-Pray for clarity about the future and what God has in store for me and that I can continue to learn and grow in my relationship with Him during my time here
-Pray for relationships with loved ones back home, it can be hard being away from people during both happy and hard times

-Facilitating the workshop in Busiu, alongside my friend and coworker Aidah. 

A selfie with Mickey and Megan from Hope. I am so glad that we can remain united in Christ’s spirit! 

First time hiking in a skirt! Can you spot the back sweat? ;) We went hiking in Muyembe, to the top of this beautiful hill. As we looked out my coworker asked us by looking at the view, which area we thought was more developed. There was an area that had nice houses, more trees and more crops growing. But he said that people in that area are thieves, and even though things look good on the outside, the hearts of these people are hard, and haven’t really been developed.  Another reminder how development has to start at the heart, and takes years because people have adopted their world view very early in life 

-This is the group of pastors and church leaders from Busiu. We were so challenged and encouraged by their testimonies and insights, and I have loved getting to know them. I think more than half of them asked me to come home with them, and I hope I can see where they are from!

My team and I got to explore the beauty of creation in Sipi Falls, and I loved hiking and seeing practically how the creation declares the glory of God

Everything is Spiritual

Greetings to you all from the beautiful pearl of Africa, where the people greet you warmly with big smiles, the rain comes quickly (I’ve gotten stuck in it a few times!), my feet are almost always dirty, laughter abounds in the midst of hardships and relationships take priority.  I have been here for three months now. Time is flying by, but God is good and I feel so blessed to have had this opportunity and for all that has happened thus far. Thank you for your prayers.

Life has been busy, which has been really good, but also a challenge at times.  I have had a difficult time balancing being intentional with relationships, learning (which can be constant), ministry work, and time for myself. There have been times where I’ve felt overwhelmed with how to prioritize things, and have not been allowing time for myself as much as I probably need. This has made me vulnerable prey for the enemy. I have struggled with balancing being present in the moment, and planning/praying for the future. I want to be wise and seek God and what He has for me. I am praying for wisdom and insight about what is next for me, and how what I am learning and experiencing now is connected to that.  It makes me dizzy at times to think about all the possibilities, but I know that as I seek the Lord, He will reveal His will for me to me. I am learning how to care for myself so that I can care better for others. But I have loved the feeling that life is full-not just my schedule but more so feeling that I am where God wants me and He is the one that sustains me and keeps me. I have had such peace about being here, and that is all to the glory of God. Several weeks ago, on a drive home at sunset after a joy-filled day in the community, I got emotional just thinking about my love for this place, the people and a deep gratitude that I get to live among and learn from them. I felt sure that this is where God wants me, despite different struggles I may have or being people-sick for family and friends back home. I worry less here. Usually I worry often-am I doing the right thing, what will the future be like, will I ever get married etc.  But since being here I worry less and try to take things a day at a time, as they come.  I trust that God is with me and is for me, and therefore I shall not fear. He is my light and my salvation (Psalm 27:1).

Nabweye, one of the first communities that M:MM has worked in, is a beautiful testimony to the work God is doing through this ministry. I was fortunate to be able to go to a meeting with some of this community’s leaders, and hear how their lives have changed. The environment looks completely different-crops are growing well, trees are in plenty, homes are kept well, etc.  Spiritually many people have come to know the Lord and are attending Bible studies regularly, and members are eager to read Scripture, especially in Lumasaaba (getting Lumasaaba bibles has been a big challenge).  One woman shared how many more people would probably be dead from diarrheal diseases, but because of the knowledge they acquired from M:MM about pit latrines, those diseases are virtually non-existent in the community. Praise God! I met with “the originals”-some older men that are the first that M:MM worked with, and it was so neat to see how two more generations have come out because they were faithful to this work and desired to share the knowledge so that others may reach their potential as well. I am humbled to see and hear how God is moving, and honored to be a part of this amazing ministry.

An idea that I have been learning and have been challenged in is this: what isn’t spiritual? God is the creator and sustainer of ALL things, and Jesus came to redeem all things, back to their former glory.  We pray, “Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven” but what does this mean?  God cares deeply about each and every thing; He desires to redeem every nook and cranny in me, but also wants to redeem my home, family, environment, community, neighbors etc. This is a foundational concept of M:MM’s work, but it is something I’ve really been thinking and processing through this month.  I have also been learning more about the importance of meeting people where they are at, coming from their perspective and honoring the way they process things.  This includes preaching the gospel-it needs to be presented in a way that people understand, so that they may take more ownership and have a deeper understanding of the Grace that has been freely given to them.

Here are some pictures and summaries of other things I’ve learned/done/seen:

This Easter I learned and was reminded how I don’t need to hold onto things that have hurt me, because Jesus finished them, and desires for me to walk in the Light, along His perfect and pleasing will. 

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I have loved staying with my coworkers-both Papa Solomon and Papa John have opened their homes to me and Shannon, and conversations with them have really filled me and allowed me to know their stories more. I’ve learned that relationships don’t have to be hard, and have enjoyed stopping by places in town to greet friends I’ve met there, and learning more about them. 

These are leaders in Busiu, one of the newer communities that M:MM is working in. I asked my Papa here, the director of M:MM, what the biggest change is in this area and he shared how there used to be much poisoning of others, witchcraft and idol worship, but now people are coming to trust in Jesus instead of those things. It gives me goosebumps! Praise God! 

I ate ants! The taste wasn’t bad, but I couldn’t get the idea that I was eating bugs out of my head. White ants are a delicacy for the Bamasaaba (the people group that I’m living among) and so I wanted to try. Not pictured is me eating a grasshopper, a delicacy of the Baganda (a different group).

I loved leading a Bible study with the youth in Nabweye on Psalm 8: 3-4 and how God is mindful of us among all creation. Even though there were some language barriers, it was a great reminder about how in heaven we will all be together, praising the same God.

                                                                             

The One who calls you is Faithful

Mwenayo balebe! (Greetings to you all!) Mureyna? (How are you?) Yesu asimibwe. (Jesus be thanked). Those are just some sample greetings that I have learned-I finally started my language lessons a few weeks ago, and have loved learning and being able to practice what I'm learning as I go into the field with M:MM. My tongue gets twisted at times, but I just have to keep practicing.

A lot has happened since my last update, but I'll try to summarize well! Thank you all for your prayers and encouragement! It has been great to be able to feel supported from you, and keep up with you as well.  I can happily say that Uganda is feeling more and more like home, and that this feels like my life; it isn't a dream and it isn't someone else's. I am still so happy to be here!

I have continued to love spending time with the Soita family, and there have been countless moments of laughter with them, and have really felt like I am a part of the family. I have loved seeing firsthand how they bless people, and have loved having deeper relationships form. This is a major answer to prayer.

Some verses that have become a new favorite for me since coming here are from 1 Thessalonians 5: 23-24, they say "May God himself, the God of peace, sanctify you through and through. May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. The one Who calls you is faithful, and He will do it." This has become my daily reminder here, and I have been shown this in daily life here.  I am remembering over and over that God is the one that cleanses me. He has called me here, and while I have had some difficulties (pain and loneliness), He has been faithful to me, and is tangibly answering prayers. I also see this in the communities I am working in-life is really hard right now. Many people have died, there is famine and drought, few jobs, much illness, and there was a break-in in the M:MM office. These are serious hardships, but I have learned so much from the faith of those around me, that are truly relying on God and His mercies, and remembering His promises and that above all He is God. I am seeing how God cares so well for me, and looks out for us in very real ways.

The M:MM office has been up and running full time now since the 2.5 weeks it was closed for planting, and I have really loved being more involved and seeing how things are done. I have gone on multiple field meetings and home visits, where we see how community members are doing and checking in on their 14 points of a healthy home. The 14 points are a major teaching point of M:MM, and in doing these home visits I have seen their impact and heard testimonies of how people's lives have been changed through the work God is doing through M:MM. Some people I met with shared that they became Christians through attending M:MM meetings, their income is more stable, their health is improved, and their gardens are producing more yields. They have gained much knowledge about how every area of their lives are connected, and how their relationship with God is most important for those other relationships to flourish. They feel empowered and are then able to share what they're learning with their neighbors, and the blessings from this knowledge ripples out to bless the community. Some examples of the 14 points are a rubbish pit, clean compound, a pit latrine with a place to wash hands, a dish rack, drying line for clothes. These may seem like basic things, but together make a huge difference in the lives and health of people in the communities here.  The M:MM staff are so faithful to this work, and I have been encouraged to celebrate the small victories, because in development work those are big! I also attended a meeting in Muyembe, an area that M:MM has "phased out" of-they go there quarterly to check in on how things are going and hear what needs there may be and any praises/testimonies of what the Lord has done. The group in this community have now taken what they've learned and are going out to a different community called Namatiti, and using what they've learned from M:MM to help empower and bless those in that area. The sharing of knowledge is a big part of life here in Uganda-there is definitely a collectivist attitude, and no one is left behind. If one person learns something new, they teach their friends and family members so that others may be blessed and move forward too. This has been very encouraging to me.

There is another intern here, Shannon, that will be with M:MM through June. Together, we have started more course work with M:MM, learning more principles of community development work, and of the work M:MM does. An example that is applicable for this part of the world is Bible storying- as I've written before, Uganda has an oral culture, and people learn through stories. M:MM does devotions through Bible stories, because often the people they are going to see may not have a Bible. There a specific list of questions that go along with telling the story, to help guide learning and understanding. I am excited for all that I'm learning and will continue to learn, and to apply it to health teachings! I've learned everywhere is a classroom here, and have enjoyed asking questions about what is happening around me and learning every day.

Here are some pictures and summaries/stories of what else I've been up to-

This is Florence, and her granddaughter Wendy. Florence is one of the CDA's (community development agents) that M:MM is working with in Busabulo. She shared about how her faith has grown in working with M:MM and that she feels empowered to lead Bible studies. She also shared about how she has learned more about farming and that she has been able to generate more income by implementing some of the strategies about farming from M:MM.  She also invited me to stay with her, so that is something to look forward to as well. The generosity and hospitality of people here is such a beautiful picture and reminder of how we are to treat each other-serving and loving one another.

Here I am planting beans with Sam. Sam's extended family has some shared land, and I enjoyed meeting more of his family, including a sister as well as Anne's aunt and mother, Margaret. The scenery was beautiful here as well, and and I enjoyed learning something new. I look forward to continuing to learn about agriculture and farming, as I know virtually nothing!

This is the M:MM staff! They are each so kind, welcoming, and faithful to the work that God has called them to. I have been blessed to know them and learn from them.

This is me with Hope, the grand daughter to one of my coworkers, Solomon. I was able to spend a few days at his home, and loved getting to know his family and seeing where he comes from. His daughter, Birah, is a nurse too and has become a friend. I look forward to staying with them again.

This is me with Phiona, the wife of Seth Soita and Shannon.These girls are tangible answers to prayer in my life, as I had been missing girlfriends. We have really enjoyed spending time together, dancing, laughing, talking and preparing food/eating. Shannon is from Atlanta. We are very similar, and have already become good friends. God is good! 

                                                             

Greetings, from Mbale! The past two weeks have flown by, and I have learned and seen a lot, so I thought it was time for another post to process through some of the things that have happened. :)

The rains have started here in most places in Uganda. This is a crucial time for people to plant their gardens, as it is often their livelihood and their life. The M:MM office is closed for about 2 weeks each spring to give the staff time to plant and tend to their gardens. The office was closed most of last week, and part of the week before. This was not something I was aware of, but it has given me time to be still, go into town, spend time with the Soita's, and have some meetings to discuss expectations while I'm here.

Also, Sam and Anne were both diagnosed with typhoid about a week ago. They are improving thank God, and feeling better but still some fatigue and body aches. Be praying for them! I got to experience what a clinic is like here, and going there I was staring my privilege from the US in the face. Good healthcare is something I've just come to expect and take for granted. I selfishly had the thought, "I'm glad I have been vaccinated against typhoid" almost immediately. Anne was telling me how there is much corruption here, and often hospitals don't have medications, and a person is sent home and has to pick it up from a pharmacy.  People go to clinics to get tested for things, and are often told they have multiple diseases they really don't, because the clinic needs money. This angered me. These people are in a vulnerable time, and are taken advantage of. Children often don't get care they need, because it is expensive, and often even getting to a clinic is too expensive so they only go in when they are gravely ill. Anne said people rely on God's mercies every day, and this has come to life more for me in living here. My privilege is something I'm grappling with; it reminds me of the verse, "much is expected from whom much is given."

Something that I wasn't expecting to effect me so much is being a minortiy. I am greeted with "mzungu!!!!" (White person) "Yes Irish!" Or "madam". I am not used to sticking out so much, and even more than that people being exuberant to see me. (Children will drop what they are doing to run and wave, greet me and touch my pale skin that has moles and blue veins). I love greeting them and sharing a smile and laugh, but it is an adjustment for sure. This week I have been feeling lonely and vulnerable, and inadequate. There are things I miss-being able to call a friend and not have to think about the time difference-or even just having someone that understands my background. I love the people around me, but am realizing that relationships take time, and I am starting from almost from scratch. I am grateful for time I've had with people though. Sam and Anne have been wonderful, and I think I just need to be honest with them. Above all, I pray that I will have time with Jesus each day, because my worth is in Him, no matter if I am feeling adequate or not. I am realizing, and some wise friends shared, that expectations I have for myself are from myself, and not those around me. No one is judging me or being critical of me. I likely AM inadequate, but I remember in 2 Corinthians 12 where Jesus says that His power is made perfect in weakness.

This is my coworker, Micah, working with the youth in Nabweye. Each Saturday, I go out with a few other staff to work with the youth. So far it has been great, I've loved being surrounded by all their laughter and seeing how eager they are to learn and become leaders. I've loved watching the staff and learning from them-they're so good at what they do. I am living in an oral culture, people share stories, and parables or stories is how M:MM does much of it's teaching. The staff uses guided discussion about a story to aid people to coming to conclusions and learning lessons on their own, without just providing the answer or stating a fact. This helps people have more ownership of something they've learned, and will provide longer lasting change. Sam told a story once about development that was an analogy of the sun and the wind in a contest about who was strongest, and were betting to see who could get a man to remove his coat. No matter how hard the wind blew, the man didn't remove his coat. The sun started to shine, and as the day went on, it grew warmer and warmer, until the man finally removed his coat. This shows that developement is a gradual process, and the change has to come from the inside not just be superficial. This is something I am trying to remind myself as well; my personal developement will take time, is a process, and not an instant thing. 

The scenery is so beautiful here! I've loved taking it in. I wish my eyes were cameras, able to capture all the beauty around me. 

Jackfruit! I can't think of a fruit like it in the states. It is somewhat sweet, and you eat the pods. It's been good trying new things!

The view on the walk back to the office from town. I've enjoyed going into town on my own, to get a lay of the land more. I've ridden a boda boda (motorcycle) a few times, which is also new for me! 

I slaughtered a chicken! Can't say I enjoyed it, but am glad I did it and am sure I'll do it again. Hopefully by the end I'll be fearless! 

Last weekend I went to a wedding introduction ceremony. I enjoyed learning more about the culture! It is a traditional ceremony where the groom is welcomed to the bride's family. During the presentation of the gifts, I was invited to help and excitedly handed the machete and axe! 

Mulembe! (Hello!) Greetings to you from Mbale, Uganda! I have been here for a little over a week, but it feels like a lot longer. It was a long journey from Minnesota, two full days of travel and a day of driving to Mbale, but I arrived Monday evening the 20th safely.  It was a beautiful journey and gave me time to think and soak up my surroundings and the fact that I am actually here!

My time so far has been filled with adjusting and beginning time at the M:MM office. The staff have greeted me very warmly, and I am so excited to learn from them this year and become more and more involved as time goes on. Something I love that the staff does is a devotional every morning, after taking tea of course. I'm learning that every time is tea time, and have averaged 2-3 cups a day. But I have loved getting in the Word with the staff and sharing and hearing their insights. We pray as a staff every day as well, sharing praises or "testimonies" and prayer requests. One thing I didn't realize or think about until coming here is that people pray about or for rain every day here; whether they need it to come or to hold off so that they may plant their gardens. People come to God with everything each and every day, and rely on Him and trust Him to provide.

I think I could write and write about things I've done, seen or learned but will make a list of observations (some on the lighter side and some more insightful-well, I hope!)

-"Now" doesn't usually mean "now" and "soon" is very relative, depending on who you are speaking to. I've learned that I usually have more time than I think, and I'm hopeful this will give me more time to converse with those around me, and to not feel like any time is "wasted.”Because of this, we are often “chasing time”or “time is really running”

-I am coming from a very individualistic and performance based society, and this has been hard to mesh with a relational society on days when I feel like I haven't "done" anything. This is also a struggle for me, as much of my identity is wrapped up in doing things for others

-I am learning a lot about humility and grace, as I am used to doing things for myself and am at a place where I depend a lot on others. I also need to give myself and others grace as I adjust (and probably make many blunders) to the culture akround me and get more into my role at M:MM

-I need to celebrate the little victories-like learning to say, “I am glad to see you” (but need to be careful not to say it slightly different, or I will tell someone that I have urinated on them!)

-Ugandans are incredibly hard working, and there is not a lot of time set aside for rest or fun, so you enjoy those around you and soak up time and conversation with them

-Laughter should be easy. I have been surrounded by a lot of laughter, and even though I am not always sure what people are saying, I love listening to them laugh

Papa Sam making chapatti; I have enjoyed spending time cooking with him and Anne talking, laughing and singing. Sam has a“chapatti song”that he sings that means “Jesus has called me to serve Him”and says that even in making chapatti, he is serving the Lord. While this may seem like a stretch to some, I really admire this mindset and hope to think this way as well

Here I am making chapatti (I am covered in flour but you just can't see!) Not pictured: me helping to “prepare”(dissect) the chicken for dinner. They tell me that I am an African now, and that next time I will help with the slaughter. When in Africa!

This was taken at Bulago-the hometown of Ronald, who is on staff here. The last Friday of every month, the staff fasts and spends extended time in the Word and prayer, while visiting the home of one of the staff members, getting a tour and checking that all “14 points of a healthy home”(a major directive of M:MM) are in place. This place was beautiful up in the hills, and I was overcome with the glory of God and thankful to worship together